Sunday, December 11, 2005
hAiZ....
Hmmm.. I very sianz now.. abit low morale.. mood swing la.. as usual.. haha... haix
Those who is reading now.. bear in mind something.. i might be talking nonsense.. so ignore me if you don like what you reading or simply close the window la.. don waste ur time here.. go do something more productive.. ha..
Firstly.. i am feeling tired about my life already.. YES! don rub eyes.. its true.. i feel damn sianz.. damn lonely.. damn empty inside.. don ask me why.. cos i not sure also.. maybe i know the reason.. but i not too sure also.. aiya.. i dunno wat to say alreadi la.. LIFE SUCKS..
Those who is still reading.. thankx for ur concern.. but i am not feeling alright.. i got alot of things hidden inside my heart.. but i cant say.. or maybe.. i do not haf the courage to tell anyone.. YES! those who know me well enough.. shld noe that i got alot of things i nv say.. perhaps i am not a gd frd to you all.. i admit.. YES! its true.. i don deny.. wat for? HA!
Aiya.. Ignore me.. i don deserve any care and concern nor love.. i am used to it alreadi.. YES! used to it alreadi.. u can called me liar since i still feel moody at times because of this issue... but HEY! what to do? LIVE wif it la!! I am a LOUSY GUY!!! DAMN LOUSY!!! LOUSY TO MAX la!! ya.. so STAY away from me!!! go find some other better frds k?? LEAVE ME ALONE!!! YA!! ALONE!!! HAHA!!!
I LEARN SOMETHING EVER SINCE I COME ARMY.. DO WHAT YOU SUPPOSE TO DO.. DON OVER DO IT.. BEING TOO NICE TO PEOPLE WONT DO ANY GOOD.. NO ONE WILL APPRECIATE..
DON THINK JUST BECAUSE PEOPLE NICE TO YOU.. AND YOU LIKE THAT PERSON.. YOU THOUGHT YOU GOT A CHANCE.. NO!!! HAHA!! NO!! THEY MAY JUST TURN THEIR BACK AT YOU!! YES!!AND FORGET ABOUT TALKING TO ONE ANOTHER IN THE FUTURE LA.. YOU SHOULD BE THANKFUL IF YOU ARE NOT BEING HATED... YOU CAN JUST SIMPLY F**K OFF AND DISAPPEAR FOR GOOD... DON OBSTRUCT THE WORLD FROM ROTATING.. Thanks for all the care and concern last time.. wish you good luck in your future endeavours.. don bother to guess whether i am talking about you.. maybe yes.. maybe no.. maybe you are not reading this anyway.. haha.. all the best.. bye..
Ok.. end of post.. byebye.. sorry if i haf use vulgarities in my post.. if you do not like it.. den too bad.. hate me if you wan.. i don mind..
NiKe_bOi
2:07 AM
